Butterfly around Me...

This butterfly driving me CRAZY....

HUHHH.....again i can feel the butterfly flying around me..i feel wonderful today...i talk to someone really close to me...and I confess...the things that deep in my heart that i kept from last years...



He wipe my tears...he makes me laugh...he makes me always cover by love...but we can't declare our relation until now though we are calling each other "Sayang" and "Dear"...I think I forget bout someone else right now... (still smiling)



He is my bestfriend from now..we always call each other and I feel like a baby by myself!!! hehe...so deep in love...



I kept all those things in my heart...Yeah!! I'm in LOVE with him...but he doesn't accept my heart, because he doesn't want me to be broken-hearted..and he not ready for the commitment.

However, he will took care of me like I want too...



A, seriously..i'm in love with you... ~wink~

To Dearest One Guy Name A.P

This entry bout me and this guy...name A.P

He is my ex boyfriend...and we are used to be love each other...NOW!!! but that my mistake....

I cheat at him...TWICE!!! and it realy hurt him...we still be friend...but lately...he BEING SHOWING OFF!!!! FUCK UPPPP!!!

Dearest A.P,

I know how you feel when i said;

"I love him more" to you last 4 years...

I know you must be mad at me,

'Bi ane...' thats what i use to say.

Last two years, we close again...

make me feel in love with you again...

but again..i did it...

just like Britney Spears's song

"Oopss...I did it again"

I love someone else more than you...

You said "It's ok..."

tears in your voice...

Last year,

we called each other,

when i said i need you back,

you sang the Blue

"Sorry seems to be the hardest word;

i realy can't take you back"

I feel tears in my eyes...

A month ago...

when I look at your Facebook,

something shock me...

"Status: Engaged with V.V"

I just like Justine Timberlake

Cry Me A River

and you'll be engaged in 5 days later.

A lie i didn't have to tell

A mistake that i made

Your broken-heart

I admit it...I am sorry...

Be Ane-wo...

Nega Saranghea-yo...

5 Question of Why about me???

i am a feeling "terrorist"...i don't have any MERCY in me!

Entry nie..aku taip masa aku tengah sedih....

1. Why am i here?

- untuk cari duit..keje je lah kat sini.....

2. Why am i feeling worse?

- doesnt know?? i dont understand what am i doing...

- i think he cheat on me!!!

- get so tired to lots of works...

- CIBAI!!!! The Bising Geng is tooo annoying!!!!

3. Why until now i cant get a really serious relation?

- I DONT TRUST GUY A LOT..I'M NOT CONFIDENT TO DO SO!!!!

4. You get jelouse when you heard your friend married.WHY??????

- FUCK UP!!! DON'T YOU SEE HOW EASY THEY TRUST THAT GUYS??? WHY CAN'T I???

- SHIT! if i ask them to accompany me to go shopping they will said "I will ask my husband first..." and after that they call me "Sorry Vye, my husband not allowed, because he back early today no one cook for him...Bi ane..." WHAT THE FUCK!! WHY IT HAVE BE TODAY!!??

- Can you see..they got CONTROL by their husband at THIS AGE!!! MY GOD!!!

so my answer...I'M NOT JELOUSE...SO WHAT THE HACKARE YOU QUESTIONING ME NOW!!!

5. So tell me why, in paragraph you still have a BAD MOOD?

- I SAW SOMETHING IN MY BOYFRIEND PAGE THIS MORNING...FAT GIRL KISS HIM!!! POST "MMMUUUAAACCHHH!!" AT HIS WALL...WHAT THE FUCK IT IS...OF COUSE I GET ANGRY + UPSET + HURT MY OWN FEELING = BAD MOOD x A LOT

= VERY VERY BAD MOOD!!!

May be orang heran baca aku nye entry nie...aku sakit atie sangat...aku tak tau...dah lah aku ym orang tak layan aku...buat bodo jeee...tau lah sebok wat keje kan...tapi at least jawab arrr aku nye solan dulu.....!!! eeeee tensen tol.....

WHAT THE FUCK IT IS?!

KeJa...ohhhhHHhhh....kEjA...

Tarikh: 6 Jan 2010
Tempat: office and meja...(awat slerak sangat nie...)
Diskripsi: Hari ni Puan Emi tak derrr..aku kena buat Third Person Note untuk Visa....adohhhh.....SKB belum seattle agi nieee.....

Keja kat meja aku nie menimbun tahap gaban setelah aku bercuti ari tuuu....aduh...plak tu bos aku tak der...so aku kena back up keja dia...aku heran tol...sebab ada EO baru masuk ari tu,...diorang kate kalu bos aku tak derrrr dia yang kena back up...tapi nape lak aku....huhu...ari nie banyak yang aku tak buat...lebih-lebih lagi yang calling meng-calling nie...tak reti aku nak buat cam mana....poning den oiiii....

aku dah tak tau dah nak buat ape...so aku just buat je la....huhu...... aku buat prepareration yang begitu rapi....huhu....esok aku tak lerrr banyak keja...so petang nie aku OT aku wat TPN...diana ada back up aku buat SKB...so senang la...heeee.....bengong.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

SAY GOODBYE TO 2009!!!

well....i just back from my off day....aku dapat cuti dalam 7 days since 30th Dec 2009 until 5th January 2010....but unfortunately aku terdemam masa new year...kesian kan???

i tot, i can watch the countdown of 2010...tapi aku demam kan...so aku tak dapat lah tengok bunga api tu...just watching kat tv lah....kesian.....malam new year tu gak aku gadoh ngan boyfriend aku...sebab aku force dia untuk jumpa aku masa dia sampai KL...sedangkan aku tanya boleh ke tak...dia kata aku paksa...ntah laaaaa....

tapi aku sekarang dah ada new look...haha....aku potong rambut ala korean style...huuhu...biasa la peminat Korea...hehe....

So.....Happy New Year!!!

Working on Christmas Day....

Tarikh: 25 December 2009
Tempat: Kaunter 3, Office aku...
Diskripsi: Haaaaa...aku keje ari nieee....malam tadi aku celebrate kat KL, Danau Kota...pegi Uptown Danau Kota, pastu aku pegi minum ( Cappucino jeee...) ka Baraque Kopitiam, Danau Kota. ngan member opis aku Nadia...sambil isap rokok...haaahahhaahhaaahh!!!

hhhuuuuaaaawwaawaawaawaaa.....

Sedey sesungguh lah hati aku....aku celebrate christmas kat tempat orang...tak dapat balik kan...so terpaksa lah celebrate kat sini.....tapi skunk nie aku tengah dok kat opis buat keje aku...sebab next week aku cuti 2 hari before New Year...and 2 hari selepas New Year...motif aku cuti pun tak tau...sajerrrr je nak dok umah kan...aloooohhhh.....mesti boring gila nak mampos....
apa aku leh buat aku nak kemas umah masa aku cuti tu....and aku tido puas-puas....boleh...???
sebab aku selalu balik lambat....dari opis..and hujung minggu aku kena keja...plak tue aku turun keja hari Christmas...haahahah.....

sebok nyeee ari nie...taip entry nie pun aku kena cepat..nasib baek aku pandai menaip cepat (show off eeyyhhhh) haha...malam nie aku nak pegi umah kawan aku tingkat dua tu...lepak ngan diorang..kalu diorang ada kat umah lah.....

Christmas alone in Kuala Lumpur

Tarikh : 7 December 2009

Tempat: Office...tak de tempat lain aku online...



Diskripsi : sakit nye perut...tengah dok menahan sakit perut...pastu aku teringat aku tahun nie Christmas sorang kat Key-eL...

pejam celik pejam celik....dah 3 tahun aku dok sini...tahun nie, Christmas for the first time aku tak balik...first time!!! tak balik!!!!

atoo00oo....aku mulai merasa air mata aku bercucuran...aku menangis dalam hati...huhu...

keja memang busy..sebab tue takbleh balik cuti....lagi pulak cuti aku tinggal 2 HARI LAGI!!!! atooo0000oooo000ooo.....memang masak ar...mom pun tengah pujuk memujuk untuk balik...huhu....