Ya Tuhan....
Kini aku hanya berserah kepada Tuhan...dah seminggu aku merasakan begitu banyak cabaran dalam hidup ku..hingga pada satu saat aku merasakan aku tidak mampu untuk menahan segalanya...aku merasakan bahawa aku ingin menamatkan "permainan" ini...
Pada suatu malam aku merasakan hidupku akan tamat...aku merasakan bahawa aku tidak mampu untuk menanganinya...aku menghubungi sahabat ku dan juga merupakan orang yang aku percaya selama ini...A.
A mengajar aku menenangkan jiwaku...dia membantu ku...akhirnya aku tunduk kepada ujian Nya dan aku berserah dan berdoa kepada Nya agar melapangkan jiwa aku.
A sentiasa berada di sisi ku...dan dia akan terus membimbing ku...walaupun hubungan ini hanya Tuhan saja yang tahu.
I AM MUSLIM
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
Is He Into you....I wish he have all this...
Is he into you? If he's done any of the following, there's no question.
By YourTango.com Photo: Getty Images Updated: Mar 4, 2010
Love. The definition is much debated, and the reality varies, depending upon where you are in your relationship. For example, love when you're walking down the aisle to exchange your "I Do's" is pretty different from the love you share when you're celebrating your hard-won, 50-year anniversary.
The thing is, many of us aren't even close to the proposal phase, let alone wedding or golden anniversary. What we want to know is: Does he like me? Does he really like me? Here's how to tell he's smitten.
1. He talks you up to all his friends. If you're meeting his friends for the first time and they already know your entire life history -- not to mention your favorite movie, ice cream flavor, and guilty pleasure song -- chances are he's hooked on you, and has probably been suffering major harassment at the hands of his buddies in the name of love. (Yeah, he's totally whipped.)
2. He enjoys doing the most mundane activities with you. Laundry. Running errands. Napping. Shoe shopping. Congratulations, you're the most boring couple ever. (Kidding!) But when he acts like the most routine, everyday activities are confetti-filled barrels of fun -- because you're doing them together -- there's definitely something there.
3. He'd rather talk to you than watch the latest episode of "24"... at least for now. If he shuts down his BlackBerry, Xbox, or most recently scheduled World of Warcraft raid so that he can give you his undivided attention, don't doubt his devotion. Most women would kill to command that sort of attention at later points in their relationships.
4. He's not afraid to say, "I love you." In fact, he willingly says it in front of both friends and family, and doesn't balk at PDAs either.
5. He misses you. Always. He texts and/or emails regularly to say that he was "thinking about you" or "just wanted to say hi." Even a "hey, what's up?" speaks to the depths of the pain he feels when you're not around. And if he can't let a day go by without a phone chat? You're gonna have a tough time getting rid of this one.
6. He takes it for granted that you have a future together. He says "we" instead of "I" and talks about your future together as if it's a given. "When you meet my sister you'll see what I mean" or "My birthday was boring this year. We'll have to do something fun next year." He may not have mentioned marriage, but he's definitely thinking long-term.
7. He goes the extra mile. He surprises you with candy buttons because he knows they're your fave. He puts gas in your car or unloads the dishwasher, completely unsolicited. They're not grand gestures, but he's making an obvious attempt to do something special for you. Men and women speak different languages when it comes to romance, but when he does something nice for you without being asked, he's trying. And that speaks volumes.
8. He can't get over how beautiful you are. If you keep catching him sneaking peeks at you from across the room, he's totally a goner.
9. He picks you over the boys. His friends are hitting up the local nightclub? Well... he'd rather spend the night in with you and your latest Netflix picks. They're going to see his favorite basketball team? Well... hmm... lemme think about... what!? Of course I'd rather spend time with you, honey. Yes, he's smitten.
10. He's willing to be a total mush. As evidenced by the mixed CD he made for your "month-aversary," complete with cutesy album title and hand-drawn cover art, and accompanied by a carefully chosen card containing five long paragraphs on why he's grateful you're a part of his life.
By YourTango.com Photo: Getty Images Updated: Mar 4, 2010
Love. The definition is much debated, and the reality varies, depending upon where you are in your relationship. For example, love when you're walking down the aisle to exchange your "I Do's" is pretty different from the love you share when you're celebrating your hard-won, 50-year anniversary.
The thing is, many of us aren't even close to the proposal phase, let alone wedding or golden anniversary. What we want to know is: Does he like me? Does he really like me? Here's how to tell he's smitten.
1. He talks you up to all his friends. If you're meeting his friends for the first time and they already know your entire life history -- not to mention your favorite movie, ice cream flavor, and guilty pleasure song -- chances are he's hooked on you, and has probably been suffering major harassment at the hands of his buddies in the name of love. (Yeah, he's totally whipped.)
2. He enjoys doing the most mundane activities with you. Laundry. Running errands. Napping. Shoe shopping. Congratulations, you're the most boring couple ever. (Kidding!) But when he acts like the most routine, everyday activities are confetti-filled barrels of fun -- because you're doing them together -- there's definitely something there.
3. He'd rather talk to you than watch the latest episode of "24"... at least for now. If he shuts down his BlackBerry, Xbox, or most recently scheduled World of Warcraft raid so that he can give you his undivided attention, don't doubt his devotion. Most women would kill to command that sort of attention at later points in their relationships.
4. He's not afraid to say, "I love you." In fact, he willingly says it in front of both friends and family, and doesn't balk at PDAs either.
5. He misses you. Always. He texts and/or emails regularly to say that he was "thinking about you" or "just wanted to say hi." Even a "hey, what's up?" speaks to the depths of the pain he feels when you're not around. And if he can't let a day go by without a phone chat? You're gonna have a tough time getting rid of this one.
6. He takes it for granted that you have a future together. He says "we" instead of "I" and talks about your future together as if it's a given. "When you meet my sister you'll see what I mean" or "My birthday was boring this year. We'll have to do something fun next year." He may not have mentioned marriage, but he's definitely thinking long-term.
7. He goes the extra mile. He surprises you with candy buttons because he knows they're your fave. He puts gas in your car or unloads the dishwasher, completely unsolicited. They're not grand gestures, but he's making an obvious attempt to do something special for you. Men and women speak different languages when it comes to romance, but when he does something nice for you without being asked, he's trying. And that speaks volumes.
8. He can't get over how beautiful you are. If you keep catching him sneaking peeks at you from across the room, he's totally a goner.
9. He picks you over the boys. His friends are hitting up the local nightclub? Well... he'd rather spend the night in with you and your latest Netflix picks. They're going to see his favorite basketball team? Well... hmm... lemme think about... what!? Of course I'd rather spend time with you, honey. Yes, he's smitten.
10. He's willing to be a total mush. As evidenced by the mixed CD he made for your "month-aversary," complete with cutesy album title and hand-drawn cover art, and accompanied by a carefully chosen card containing five long paragraphs on why he's grateful you're a part of his life.
My Friend Wedding Photo - Diana & Willison
Congratulation to my best friend for their Newly Wed....Diana and Willison...
Although akutak join masa hari nikah tu...but aku edit some photo for them...keep for their memory of glory day...
and the sweetest picture of their wedding,when Bob (Willison) kneel to porpose Diana..so sweet!!!
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
He is BACK!!!!
Dulu aku pernah jatuh cinta...B...
Aku kenal dia dulu sebagai abang angkat aku...itu dah dua tahun lepas...aku kenal dia masa aku mula-mula keja kat sini....
Sekarang, aku dan dia kembali bersama..sampai bila, aku tak tahu...adakah aku masih jatuh cinta dengan dia??aku tidak tahu...bagaimana dengan A?? apakah aku harus membiarkan A terus mengharap?? Adakah aku mempermainkan A? kenapa A selalu terlambat memberi tindakan?? mungkin A bukan jodoh ku...
A, maafkan aku...
Sekarang ni B berada di sisi aku...setiap masa...aku berharap agar dia mampu menunaikan janjinya...
B, aku akan belajar menerima kau di hati ku....
Lelaki membuat aku pening.....
Aku kenal dia dulu sebagai abang angkat aku...itu dah dua tahun lepas...aku kenal dia masa aku mula-mula keja kat sini....
Sekarang, aku dan dia kembali bersama..sampai bila, aku tak tahu...adakah aku masih jatuh cinta dengan dia??aku tidak tahu...bagaimana dengan A?? apakah aku harus membiarkan A terus mengharap?? Adakah aku mempermainkan A? kenapa A selalu terlambat memberi tindakan?? mungkin A bukan jodoh ku...
A, maafkan aku...
Sekarang ni B berada di sisi aku...setiap masa...aku berharap agar dia mampu menunaikan janjinya...
B, aku akan belajar menerima kau di hati ku....
Lelaki membuat aku pening.....
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
ENTAH....aku sendiri tak faham... o_0
Aku tak faham...kenapa orang tak faham-faham dengan aku nie...please la...aku dah pening dah nie..sampai bila aku nak duduk kat sini stress...tekanan dari pelbagai masalah...kepala aku dah hampir nak pecah dah nie..memikirkan apa yang aku hadapi...
Keje..keje..keje...buat keje sama..kene marah...kene push...
tak buat keje kang marah juga...aku dah naik darah dah nie...KENAPALAH AKU PUNYE PERMOHONAN PERTUKARAN TIDAK DILULUSKAN!!?? KENAPA?????
Aku dah tak larat dah nak duduk kat bahagian yang dah seperti NERAKA dah bagi ku...aku tak tau lagi nieee!!! kenapa aku yang harus mengalami perasaan ini..???
TIDAK!!
Keje..keje..keje...buat keje sama..kene marah...kene push...
tak buat keje kang marah juga...aku dah naik darah dah nie...KENAPALAH AKU PUNYE PERMOHONAN PERTUKARAN TIDAK DILULUSKAN!!?? KENAPA?????
Aku dah tak larat dah nak duduk kat bahagian yang dah seperti NERAKA dah bagi ku...aku tak tau lagi nieee!!! kenapa aku yang harus mengalami perasaan ini..???
TIDAK!!
Monday, February 22, 2010
I DON'T NEED GUYS???
I DON'T NEED GUYS???HURM.....AM I???
Aku rasa pening memikirkan boyfriend...lover...husband...arghhh....driving me mad...of course.... sejak aku dan C tergantung macam nie...aku rasa aku dah TAWAR...KECIWA...LETIH..PENAT...ENTAHHHHHH APE KE JADAH AKU PUN TAK PAHAM....
Aku rasa aku tak tau nak kate ape dah...selama ini aku banyak korban...masa...fun...dan life aku fully kat boyfriend-boyfriend aku...tapi at last apa aku dapat kat diorang.???? HAPRAK PUN TARRAKKK!!! HAAACCCHHHHTUUUIIIHHH!!!!
My mom..my sister...my Aunties...my friends...semua nasihat supaya aku boleh lupakan semua yang dah berlaku...'HAVING FUN SIS!!!', "YOU STILL YOUNG..ENJOY YOUR LIFE", 'THERE'S OTHERS..DON'T WORRY" , "MAY BE BUKAN JODOH KO...SABAR JE LAHHH.." tu lah ape yang diorang cakap kat aku...
YEAH!!! Thanks BABEH!!! LOVE YOU ALL....I CAN LIVE WITHOUT THEM!!! but UNTIL WHEN!!! heran lah pulak...solan nie plak yang menimbul dalam kepala otak aku..termasuk kepala lutut aku yang join berfikir...rasa nak bertapa dalam gua...pulak Putrajaya nie tak de gua..nasib baik kan????suka nyeeee....aduhh...
Bila solan tu menimbul aku sekali lagi bertanya kepada ahli kaunseling aku balik..pastu jawapan terbaik PUNYERRRRR diorang bagi antaranya:
1. "Tak pe..nanti aku suruh abang Seta cari untuk ko lelaki yang keje offshore...huhu..bling bling mata ko" - jawapan dari kakak aku (love you sister!!!)
2. "Ko jangan cari CINTA ko...bior CINTA ko datang cari ko.." kawan aku yang terbaik nye jawapan...
3. "You are still young...banyak lagi masa untuk ko mencari" my Aunties bagi jawapan cukup baekkk nyeee...
4. "Tak pe..ko cari banyak-banyak..pastu ko pilih mana sesuai" MY MOM ANSWER...hahahahahah!!! ketawa terguling-guling aku dengar...cam pilih baju pulak eyh....hahaha...tapi memang betol...
Kesimpulan nye...aku tak tau sampai bila aku boleh hidup tanpa insan bergelar LELAKI...dan sampai bila FOBIA aku terhadap CINTA dan LELAKI ini akan menghilang...
Hah!!!! LU PIKIR LA SENIRI!!!!
Aku rasa pening memikirkan boyfriend...lover...husband...arghhh....driving me mad...of course.... sejak aku dan C tergantung macam nie...aku rasa aku dah TAWAR...KECIWA...LETIH..PENAT...ENTAHHHHHH APE KE JADAH AKU PUN TAK PAHAM....
Aku rasa aku tak tau nak kate ape dah...selama ini aku banyak korban...masa...fun...dan life aku fully kat boyfriend-boyfriend aku...tapi at last apa aku dapat kat diorang.???? HAPRAK PUN TARRAKKK!!! HAAACCCHHHHTUUUIIIHHH!!!!
My mom..my sister...my Aunties...my friends...semua nasihat supaya aku boleh lupakan semua yang dah berlaku...'HAVING FUN SIS!!!', "YOU STILL YOUNG..ENJOY YOUR LIFE", 'THERE'S OTHERS..DON'T WORRY" , "MAY BE BUKAN JODOH KO...SABAR JE LAHHH.." tu lah ape yang diorang cakap kat aku...
YEAH!!! Thanks BABEH!!! LOVE YOU ALL....I CAN LIVE WITHOUT THEM!!! but UNTIL WHEN!!! heran lah pulak...solan nie plak yang menimbul dalam kepala otak aku..termasuk kepala lutut aku yang join berfikir...rasa nak bertapa dalam gua...pulak Putrajaya nie tak de gua..nasib baik kan????suka nyeeee....aduhh...
Bila solan tu menimbul aku sekali lagi bertanya kepada ahli kaunseling aku balik..pastu jawapan terbaik PUNYERRRRR diorang bagi antaranya:
1. "Tak pe..nanti aku suruh abang Seta cari untuk ko lelaki yang keje offshore...huhu..bling bling mata ko" - jawapan dari kakak aku (love you sister!!!)
2. "Ko jangan cari CINTA ko...bior CINTA ko datang cari ko.." kawan aku yang terbaik nye jawapan...
3. "You are still young...banyak lagi masa untuk ko mencari" my Aunties bagi jawapan cukup baekkk nyeee...
4. "Tak pe..ko cari banyak-banyak..pastu ko pilih mana sesuai" MY MOM ANSWER...hahahahahah!!! ketawa terguling-guling aku dengar...cam pilih baju pulak eyh....hahaha...tapi memang betol...
Kesimpulan nye...aku tak tau sampai bila aku boleh hidup tanpa insan bergelar LELAKI...dan sampai bila FOBIA aku terhadap CINTA dan LELAKI ini akan menghilang...
Hah!!!! LU PIKIR LA SENIRI!!!!
SEX OR MAKING LOVE???? Confuse????
erm...entry kali nie aku buat exstreme sedikit..sebab aku banyak kawan lelaki..tetapi lots of them think it easy for them to propose me..HEY I'M NOT THAT KIND OF GIRL YOU KNOW... termasuk C pernah think aku adalah girl seperti itu...HAH!!! SORRY OK...JUST MISSING YOU THAT'S WHY I WANT TO MEET YOU...NOT FOR THAT??1!!!
aku nak tunjuk kat memana lelaki yang ntah pape tu...baca mende aku nak tulis nie eyh...
SEX
SEX - merupakan jantina dalam bahasa Inggeris.. antara Perempuan atau Lelaki
SEX - hubungn intim/kelamin yang dilakukan oleh 2 orang/ haiwan.
Sex atau Seks adalah mengadakan hubungan kelamin between dua orang insan (tidak kira berlawanan jantina atau sama jantina) yang dilakukan dalam sedar atau tidak.Sex more to memuaskan nafsu seseorang yang tiada perasaan KASIH, SAYANG dan CINTA. Sekadar nak MEMUASKAN NAFSU SEMATA...THAT'S ALL!!! Tak ada yang perlu anda banggakan you having a lots of time with more than ONE GIRL on your "beebies"
MAKING LOVE
Making Love adalah melakukan hubungan between 2 insan yang ada rasa KASIH, SAYANG dan CINTA!!! That's why it called MAKING LOVE!!! Making Love adalah untuk mengeratkan lagi hubungan antara dua pasangan kekasih atau suami isteri. Making Love juga adalah bertujuan untuk mengekalkan keturunan, that's mean...the woman will pregnant and giving birth the babies...and all that are from the feeling of LOVE!! oh...remember the song of NATASHA BENDINGFIELD?? I WANNA HAVE YOU BABIES...that's what she mean...WE as WOMEN doesn't need your "beebies" but we need LOVE...
I wish semua lelaki boleh faham apa yang dimaksudkan dengan SEX dan Making Love...entah lah..kenapa lah orang lelaki selalu salah faham...dan ME...I'm not the SEX type...Honestly, kalau family aku baca blog aku nie..jangan marah eyh...YOUR BABY (THATS ME..) I KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF MY SELF..DON'T WORRY... and if you keep on asking me..am i?? Yesssss...
SO PLEASE TO THE GUYS/ BOYS OUT THERE..FAHAMLAH...I'M NOT INTO IT..OK...
Sorry to my boyfriend...sorry to my boy-friends...aku tak maksudkan sesaper diantara ande semue....eykk...faham-faham lah sendiri ok....
PEACE v( '-')
aku nak tunjuk kat memana lelaki yang ntah pape tu...baca mende aku nak tulis nie eyh...
SEX
SEX - merupakan jantina dalam bahasa Inggeris.. antara Perempuan atau Lelaki
SEX - hubungn intim/kelamin yang dilakukan oleh 2 orang/ haiwan.
Sex atau Seks adalah mengadakan hubungan kelamin between dua orang insan (tidak kira berlawanan jantina atau sama jantina) yang dilakukan dalam sedar atau tidak.Sex more to memuaskan nafsu seseorang yang tiada perasaan KASIH, SAYANG dan CINTA. Sekadar nak MEMUASKAN NAFSU SEMATA...THAT'S ALL!!! Tak ada yang perlu anda banggakan you having a lots of time with more than ONE GIRL on your "beebies"
MAKING LOVE
Making Love adalah melakukan hubungan between 2 insan yang ada rasa KASIH, SAYANG dan CINTA!!! That's why it called MAKING LOVE!!! Making Love adalah untuk mengeratkan lagi hubungan antara dua pasangan kekasih atau suami isteri. Making Love juga adalah bertujuan untuk mengekalkan keturunan, that's mean...the woman will pregnant and giving birth the babies...and all that are from the feeling of LOVE!! oh...remember the song of NATASHA BENDINGFIELD?? I WANNA HAVE YOU BABIES...that's what she mean...WE as WOMEN doesn't need your "beebies" but we need LOVE...
I wish semua lelaki boleh faham apa yang dimaksudkan dengan SEX dan Making Love...entah lah..kenapa lah orang lelaki selalu salah faham...dan ME...I'm not the SEX type...Honestly, kalau family aku baca blog aku nie..jangan marah eyh...YOUR BABY (THATS ME..) I KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF MY SELF..DON'T WORRY... and if you keep on asking me..am i?? Yesssss...
SO PLEASE TO THE GUYS/ BOYS OUT THERE..FAHAMLAH...I'M NOT INTO IT..OK...
Sorry to my boyfriend...sorry to my boy-friends...aku tak maksudkan sesaper diantara ande semue....eykk...faham-faham lah sendiri ok....
PEACE v( '-')
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