The Bitter Heart

Aku masih tidak tahu apa yang patut aku lakukan...the more I think 'bout him and our relationship, it make me more hurt. Aku dapat merasakan tusukan pisau di dada aku. Sekarang ini aku semakin takut untuk berpisah dengan nya, walaupun aku merasakan I'm ready to let you go.

Kawan-kawan aku menasihati aku agar aku dumb dia terlebih dahulu, sebelum dia dumb aku. Tapi, aku tak kuat untuk berbuat demikian...masih cintakah aku kepada dia??? masih sayangkah aku??? Segalanya aku masih tidak tahu apa perasaan aku yang sebenarnya.

Now, I feel that i'm not strong enough to let him go. Even, I pray to God every day to make me strength to face him someday. Last night I told my mom 'bout all those mess between us. She just asking me if I can just leave him (thats mean..dumb him). I cry a river all those week. I become so weak. I think i can't even breathing .

Kini, aku tidak percaya tentand dia(lelaki), cinta, hati dan perasaan. Kini aku hanya berserah dengan Tuhan, dan juga keluarga ku. Adakah aku begitu kejam sehingga aku tidak mempercayai mana-mana lelaki yang hadir dalam hati ku?Adakah aku salah kerana menyamakan semua lelaki kerana seorang lelaki? Ya Tuhan, bantulah hamba-Mu ini...ampunilah dosa-dosa ku, Tuhan-ku.

EVERYTIME

Notice me Take my hand

Why are we,

Strangers when,

Our love is strong?

Why carry on

Without me?

Everytime I try

To fly I fall

Without my wings

I feel so small I guess I need you baby

And everytime I see

You in my dreams

I see your face

It's haunting meI guess I need you baby

I make believe

That you are here

It's the only way

I see clear

What have I done?

You seem to move on easy

n' everytime I try

To fly I fall

Without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you baby

And everytime I see

You in my dreams

I see your face

You're haunting me

I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain

Please forgive me

My weakness caused you pain

And this song's my sorry

Oooh...

At night I pray

That soon your face will fade away

And Everytime I try

To fly I fall

Without my wings

I feel so small I guess I need you baby

And everytime I seeYou in my dreams

I see your face

You're haunting me I guess I need you baby